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The name's Bella I am human, i love, i hate and i cry. i try not to show my feelings but i will be a bitch if you cross the line. My sisters are the most important people in my life and i could never wish for anything more. some people judge me as if they knew me well. im hoping you wont be the same.
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009



alright, i'll try to summarize yesterday's events!

We went to NCHS in the morning to get school books for irina and i.
Eehwee sist was there to serve us :D hahaha.
i was um, surprised that i had so little books o.o
after books, we went to buy our uniforms.
bought three more blouses, and 2 more PE.
lmao, there were like sec 1 parents buying uniforms too, and their children were like small sized punies, so they bought like size 34/36 blouse for them.
and infront of them, i told the aunty i wanted size 44 LOL.
then the aunties give me this chua tio face and look me up and down and started comparing me to their child. HAHA.
then the funniest part was, i wanted to buy 4 size XL PE shirts, so i told the aunty to give me 4 XL pe shirts. and then she also stunned, she thought i wanted XXXXL can?! LOLOLOL.
wtf, i laugh until bth over there. hahahahaha.
we left NCHS, and headed over to ilina's school, Coral sec.
bought books and uniform, ilina's school had a popular bookshop, so we bought all our stationery there. cost a bomb. $297 in total. hahahahahah. omg.
went home, ate lunch, changed and went with fabian to meet zhi an at block 192, nearby our house nia. Went to collect modem back from customer. Slacked awhile before heading over to whitesands to meet eehwee sissy. Zhi an left for home as he had super alot assignments to complete. poor thing! trained to bedok, alden and junjie joined us otw. we bused to our meeting point, knocked doors until fabian called us o.o some customer he knocked happened to be talent spotter or something. HAHA. say he got talent for modelling. ROFL. ahem ahem. okay, then we continued knocking, until... the 6th floor.
like wtf, it was super creepy can?! im not gonna say much, go read ilina's blog if you want know more. there was like garlic hanging everywhere, the whole corridor was dimly lighted, two ends had flickering lights, only the 6th floor had spoilt lights man, and then there was this big oval mirror outside on the wall o.o and then got many clocks beside it, and this freaky skull with a robe. and then when i knocked this door, there was this psycho looking woman that reminded me of a witch hanging on her window grill staring at us from the window! omfgggg. we were freaked out, fabian kept laughing at us! but it was super creepy can!!! hmph.
we got too freaked out to continue so we headed back to meeting point, slacked there. no sales loh D: alden came back with two sales, JJ had three. irina babysist got a sale too! omg, i was so happy for her. <3!
we left early for home yesterday cause my dad said we had to be back by midnight or we must quit. rofl. yeah. so took bus back to bedok intchg, trained to pasir ris.
Fabian sent us home, (:
that's about it, well except that i didnt sleep well last night, kept waking up!

Woke up at 8.30 this morning, showered. it was so cold. brought aiko to take his 3rd jab! :D
my baby was so guai, the vet was going gaga over him. hahaha.
they said aiko was a little skinny though! so we're gonna feed him more from now on.
the vet said we shouldnt touch him too much from now till about 4 days later. cause the area where it got jabbed would be sore. i remember it was the left side of its bum. haha.
aiko baby's sleeping now. we can bring it out for walks in two weeks! im so excited, my baby gets to see the outside world with us! hahaha.
hmmm. my birthday's coming. anybody remembers?

Loves&Misses!

PS: iay ontday hatway otay oday. iay ovelay llaay foay osay uchmay. utbay otnay hattay ayway. iay atehay yselfmay ownay. ecausebay iay avehay otay urthay hetay eoplepay iay ovelay osay much. topsay histay ramaday, iay antcay aketay histay nymoreaay.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

random photo taken three days ago with ilina sissy <3
Today feels like another lazy sunday. My head's filled with thoughts of you.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

randomly took from someone's blog.
okay fineeee. im just bored.

Bold the sentence if it is true.

001. i miss somebody right now.

002. i watch more tv than i used to.

003. i love olives.

004. i love sleeping.

005. i own lots of books.

006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.

007. i love to play video games.

008. i’ve watched porn movies.

010. i have been in a threesome.

011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

012. i believe honesty is the best policy.

013. i have acne free skin.

014. i like and respect al sharpton.

015. i curse frequently.

016.i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.

017. i have a hobby. but i don't make it as often as i can anymore

018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.

019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

020. i’m really, really smart.

021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.

022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.

023. i love rain.

024. i’m paranoid at times.

025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

026. i need money right now.

027. i love sushi

028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.

029. i have fresh breath in the morning.

030. i have semi-long hair.

032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.

033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.

034. i shave my legs.

035. i have a twin.

037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.

038. i like the way that i look.

039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

041. i am usually pessimistic.

042. i have mood swings.

043. i think prostitution should be legalized.

044. i think britney spears is pretty.

045. i have cheated on a significant other.

046. i have a hidden talent.

047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

048. i think that i’m popular.

049. i am currently single.

050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.

051. i enjoy talking on the phone.

052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.

053. i love to shop.

054. i would rather shop than eat.

055. i would classify myself as ghetto.

056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

057. i’m obsessed with my blog!

058. i don’t hate anyone.

059. i’m a pretty good dancer.

060. i’m a horrible dancer.

061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

062. i have a cell phone.

063. i watch much music on a daily basis.

064. i have cried myself to sleep before.

065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

067. i have never been in a real relationship before.

068. i’ve rejected someone before.

069. i currently have a crush on someone.

070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

071. i want to have children in the future.

072. i have changed a diaper before.

073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.

074. i bite my nails.

076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.

077. i have a lot to learn.

078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.

080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.

081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.

082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.

083. i have tried alcohol before.

084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.

085. i own the “south park” movie.

088. i enjoy country music.

089. i love my best friend(s).

090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.

091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.

092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.

096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.

098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.

099. i’m happy as of this moment.

100. i have gone scuba diving.

101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.

102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.

103. i play a musical instrument.

104. i strongly dislike math.

105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.

106. i own and use a library card.

107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.

108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.

109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.

110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”

111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.

112. i am an entirely different person around different people.

113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.

114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.

115. i am suffering of a broken heart.

116. i am a nerd.

117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.

118. i am left handed and proud of it.

119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.

120. my heart resides below my feet.

121. i am a senior in school.

122. i enjoy smoothies.

123. i have gastritis.

124. i have nothing better to do with my time.

125. i am listening to radiohead right now.

126. most people call me by my middle name.

127. i once stole a music stand.

129. i love nascar!

130. i own over 200 cds.

131. i work 7 days a week.

132. i have mono.

132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.

133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.

134. i’m only wearing underwear.

136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.

137. i am the most over analytical person i know.

138. i believe in wasting time.

139. i don’t listen to too much music.

141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.

142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.

143. i love sex.

144. i wanna go home.

145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.

146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.

147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.

148. i’m hungry.

149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.

150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!

151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.

152. i lied about one of the items on this list.

153. my siblings are my best friends.

155. i have a problem expressing things.

156. i have lost a parent.

157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.

158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.

159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.

160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.

161. i love sundance.

162. i do not watch television.

163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.

164. i am living at least one lie right now.

168. i’m a little crazy.

169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.

170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.

172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.

173.i have thought about suicide.

175. i can be selfish.

176. i’m so emo at times.

177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.

179. i cheated on a test before.

181. i’m sick of drama

182. i need a job
merry christmas all.
25/12/2009

outing with 'the family'.

im really lazy to blog actually, but as usual, we had a fantastic time together. god, what would i be without them?

1. met at zhi an's house with all our pressies.
left them there.
2.went to whitesands together, bought plastic forks and alcohol, collected log cake!
3. went to pasir ris park, sat by the beach and caught crabbies, some shelled sea creatures and even a worm! hahaha.
4. ate our log cake! superly delicious. loved it, the cream was super sinful can! haha.
5. slacked there, drank alcohol
6.ilina got drunk.
7. 2 hours laughing at the sillyness of ilina and fabian trying to catch her each time she loses her balance LOL.
8. with ilina sober, we had dinner at downtown east!
9. went back to zhi an's house, brought presents down to void deck.
10. gift exchange!!!!!
11. opening of presents, hehe. i loved them!!
12. drank alcohol. LOL. 9.9%, got really red. wasnt drunk though.
13. walked home with them. went to bathe straight away, redness remained! still smelt of alcohol. daddy came back, found out. didnt scold us though o.o amazing.
14. slept.














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